I can't do this anymore. As much as i want to, i can't. I need to end this grief between us. Someone once told me "just cause you got hurt from someone you cared about, you shouldn't hold a grudge on them. Make things right now before it's too late. Your going to regret it when you get older." So i've decided. i'm gonna speak up. I NEED TOO! although i said that I hate you many times. i honesly don't, those are just words to show people how much you hurted me. That wasn't the first time you've hurted me but it was the first time i've felt fully betrayed. Have you ever thought about my feelings? You probably did by hiding things from me. Truth is hiding things and me finding bymyself is ay worse. It just sucks how someone that was your best friend would just do that to you. I'll talk to you one day and maybe will be friend just not like how use to be.
So the blog i wrote up there was written in June. So i finally decided to end the grief between us. Were friends, i guess but we never really talked about what happened and i know we should it's just i haven't found the right time. Ughhh.
-Michelle
